In interdependent connection of life,
Balance and kindness are making their fame,
Connected with women in harmonious circle
Practicing good and free choice benefiting us all,
Without discriminating happiness and causes of happiness that are dignified and honest,
Power emerges in a good positive manner, inspiring people to balance and kindness, our women circle grows stronger in honesty and happiness and integrity.
We as women do not want to be seen unloving.
We care about the experience of our sister.
We need to be careful how we give our love.
We are not going to be giving into fear of power,
walking in the darkness of who we are.
We do not want for women to feel powerless.
We cannot be everyone to someone.
I am a woman and cannot be a man for you,
Your hatred in unnecessary and unjustified
You are not seeing me as who I am, a woman.
This pain takes years and even lives to heal,
We as women cannot live in the hatred and shadows,
It doesn’t create a positive vibe or community.
My father is a good man who empowered my feminine and a search for healing. Healing Maya Shakti takes care, sensitivity, time, reflection.
As the moons wax and wane the women of wholeness share their biological cycles and sit in circles, and the women who are hurt and hurting are joined in these circles in hope of love reconciliation and an end to pain.
It makes a difference if blame or shame emerge first or when they emerge. The shame can be so icky and stuck in our bodies; could you hold it for a moment and give it a new direction? This becomes a responsibility in my opinion, is why we share with sisters our words about it, and love makes changes possible. Then blame honestly is a word defining rejection of reality, as no matter how much you yell at the sky, it doesn’t answer, it is still blue with clouds rolling by. I blame you for your beauty and your heart.
Like that we are walking around posting our signs.
How can we escape the samsara of wrong screwing?
Sexual mocking of a blooming flower.
Someone must hate sex so much they are hating their own child.
I took it all upon myself and my little heart.
To breathe and to survive.
Did I look like a little boy when I was little?
Were your parents happy with your birth?
Or did I like my father a lot more?
I didn’t want to sit in the darkest of depressions.
Still we are fighting and longing for peace over hatred and badness.
May our flowers bloom.
My husband knows I am a woman, he doesn’t deny reality.
Wild wombs still today,
The cooling calmness becomes,
Return to the peace.
Their voices speak from within,
Giving up on their fighting.
In the midst of the ESCAPELBGQ 6 week series, I decided to do a series on the Wild Woman’s Way book by Michaela Boehm. I searched my digital library and decided to do something ‘new‘ to support the Shakti community and immerse myself in the reflected language we use to express feminine topics.
Women are precious and nurturing and creators of life. In the mysteries of the womb, women can heal and help and reconnect to sanity. In the shadow of the womb (and that is exactly where the ESCAPELBGQ series resides) women’s stories become draconian nightmares of torture and hatred. Holding space for such horrible Maya Shakti makes me scream murder day and day and day after day. Doing the 6week series on rage (aka Anger) was easier than doing the series on ESCAPELBGQ, both are anger topics and the latter is more visibly about killing feminine and misogyny.
Holding space for transformation is a full-time job.
Hence I reach out to this beautiful Austrian sister’s book.
The first words of this book address the topic that I am living for the last years and that my teachers and my husband support. BODY.
The body is a wise and necessary vehicle for a living. It lets us join in the activities of human beings. with its many channels and centres the body is living. As women, I feel in the womb we have a place of connection with other women, a place that needs to properly communicate with the head. Some women don’t spark in the mind. The womb is central to a woman’s life and her way of being in the world. In there are connections to the whole body and having good teachers I am grateful for what they do for me and how information is shared between women via this interconnected web of the feminine. I am not one with my body. I want to be one in my body. I have no option except to fight for my own body. I cannot use my body as a resource for others. I have wildness in myself and this witness needs to be cherished and loved and accepted and I believe all women who are good and have wildness need to find their own inner balance of sense of calm with a sense of wildness. Until I met some women I didn’t have wildness in me. A lot of us don’t want to be wild. Wildness is not an everyday thing. It is fine for a while but it cannot be a lifestyle as it burns out the bodies of women. Body Body Body Body Body. The mandala of a body.
To all the abused women by women.
Believe that there is a place and time where you can write about it. Since we were silenced and unable to voice anything about the people who abuses us, searched far and high to find who would help us to rid ourselves of these evil women. We wasted time and energy with hatred and killing, we were innocent and became disposable and hurtful. We cannot believe still how many years it took to get to glimpse at freedom from suffering. The long dark road behind us is filled with too much suffering and still is waiting to get organized and put in perspective. The pain is real and unfathomable. The trust is non-existent. There is a time when healing love will come into our lives and will lift our voices up and out of the painful sorrowful hidden place. Once the voice comes in the truth will be easier to speak and will be filled with hope for a new beginning. We will be able to voice reality with an authentic unexaggerated sound of truth. Today we need to think that someday is around near.
The slow and painful way to enlightenment. 😵💫
I do believe that most people have good basic human nature that can be cultivated and made to shine in their lives. If we don’t cultivate the good basic human nature we forget it. It gets covered up by concepts, mass media, philosophies, views that take it away from focussing on goodness and peace. Overtime we become dark, uncaring, shady, mean, changing our focus to lesser importances.
Venerable Mingyur Rinpoche explains:
We definitely made it through this disaster, because you have a voice to speak clearly what happened. Because you have wisdom. Because you know what is wrong and what is right. Because prayers work and because people care. You are the best Dad in the universe. Always and forever your opinions and views will have importance. I am glad you are always going to be my dad, Ryszard Szewczyk.
Zdecydowanie przeszliśmy przez tę katastrofę, ponieważ masz głos, który jasno mówi o tym, co się stało. Ponieważ masz mądrość. Ponieważ wiesz, co jest złe, a co dobre. Ponieważ modlitwy działają i ponieważ ludziom zależy. Jesteś najlepszym tatą we wszechświecie. Zawsze i na zawsze Twoje opinie i poglądy będą miały znaczenie. Cieszę się, że zawsze będziesz moim tatą Ryszardem Szewczykiem.
Definitivamente logramos superar este desastre, porque tienes una voz para decir claramente lo que sucedió. Porque tienes sabiduría. Porque sabes lo que está mal y lo que está bien. Porque las oraciones funcionan y porque la gente se preocupa. Eres el mejor papá del universo. Siempre y para siempre sus opiniones y puntos de vista tendrán importancia. Me alegro de que siempre seas mi padre, Ryszard Szewczyk.
This is a very big day for me. I see religious confirmation, right good people are good and bad people are hiding and avoiding responsibility. This habit in humanity must change fashion.
We all know how to not be stupid. Do we? We all know we don’t have to force ourselves to be something we aren’t. Don’t we? Now we all have to be gaining a new perspective, in this life not everyone is going to be a bird.
Shekinah Rogers is afraid of birds. Stop scaring her, she already has moustache.
Milarepa songs are coming next weekend so don’t forget to register, all sinners are welcome Dzogchen Ponlop Rinpoche knows how to be. Ha ha ha believe me I am in F E A R.
A Shekhina is a Jewish female deity of wisdom. Roger Roger where are you?
Fa la la la la contra me nothing is about. Phe he he he he.
And a bad news: https://apple.news/AZA-1z2hsTxOSvlPX8ETrUA
Death is better sometimes than sex that isn’t wanted.
It is unimaginable what some people are willing to do to get something out of a good person they hate. We all cannot cross the same boundaries. This has to do with how you keep yourself in society with women. You have to believe me that we do not need to all be looking at each other.
The problem of this. Not every woman is designed to keep it together for everyone. Not all of us have to go through things/stuff at all. Some women are so bad they laugh at love.
Identification with wrong imagery very often people know is a problem of bad mixing. Anger and rage is everywhere that LBGQ2s is present. In the city of Toronto there are designated places with signs where people who identify as LBGQ2s can be accepted. This carries enormous consequences who we spend time with. This has a lot to do with washing out gender. The Maya lives there very happy. Maya thrives on pain and knowing it. Maya Shakti is the darkest hardest most difficult problems of women, I am only talking to and about women here. Maya Shakti in overload will bring on forgetting, forgetting disconnects people. Disconnected people are also worthy of acceptance. Maya is a form of dark Karma. This has to do with bad women. Women who kill for envy they have no control over. Destroying power is never going to bring about the health of women. I know for sure it has to do with watching pain and suffering of others. Maya Shakti is much darker in the bearing of a family killing.
For the one who wants to vomit and kill themselves.
I am a very big Buddhist Teacher, Thank you very much I know what to do with these 6 weeks. I am not happy to be mad. Get real with me over the 6 weeks and perhaps you might make it to the great beyond.
Beyond isn’t a place of killing. ‘I’ still exists in the beyond.
Good Gods & Goddess help us all! Why does the plural form of God include women and the singular doesn’t is something to think about.
At BIST You can join the WRAP program and learn how to survive in a community with people who are interested and give you kindness while you look for love in better places. Love is something you should have inside you from your family. Not everyone is here to share Love. I am not here to share love except with my Family. This is for those people who do not know the difference. We Love you. In the end, it is better to be alive and free than have your privileges taken away.