This is my mother’s rage [Poem]

What’s the famous teacher’s name? He is a westerner and he writes well, he’s popular and I watched a video of him talking about forgiving a killer and I just wanted to shove him! I think he had no idea what he was talking about, that wise teacher.

Yes I can be very rude, and I’m allowed, I don’t want to be this way and it is difficult to live through something awful and I’m only allowed to be grateful that I have a big family?!

I’m very grateful that I am alive and my children are alive and that my father and beloved men are alive those “things” definitely make me very happy today. I am nervous breakdowny-happy.

The future that my family has arranged for me now makes me very happy, once I experience the next steps I will define the level of my happiness. Like the meaningful conversations which make me wonder, why we scratch our arms the way we do.

I definitely see because of me.

Buddhist magic is sure powerful and the educated people chose to go crazy for apparently this world still has people interested in madness.

I think about a wise teacher every once in a while and about his forgiveness video and I am certain that forgiveness is very important,

It is necessary for people to do the work they need to do to become good people. Wholeheartedly.

Like Her Eminence Khandro Rinpoche stated it is very important that we follow common sense, we all know what is good and what is bad we need to follow that.

I cannot forgive you.

It helps people do Buddhist retreats to get better, we want to see them again after their retreat and have a normal human conversation.

Are you going to get good and be better?