Where life is leading me is clear and obvious.
You will not be by my side.
You will need to walk a path that resembles Buddhist values in a different Sangha, away from me.
You are disrespecting people’s boundaries, with lack of human values. evil intent and greed and meanness and desire for high power.
Because you deny common sense and because you deny honest advice and help from good people,
You will need to walk a separate way from me.
I cannot tolerate such evil in my life and watch other people falling down for you because you enjoy suffering of others so much. We all cannot be crawling on our knees.
Maybe you can find your way into some kind of retreat and do some serious work on your own, instead of using people to do your work for you.